{Beauty and Brutality}

"I find beauty and brutality in the brokenness" ~a.s

Fill my cracks with gold, heal my wounds with tender care, touch me with your warm hands. Care for me in the most sensitive and simple way. Love me without trying.

Show me your broken heart and allow me to fill it with gold, show me you wounds and I will bandage them, hold my hand when it gets hard. Let me lay with you when your heart is broken. Let me love you with ease.

"I think the most beautiful thing about love is the choice. The choice. Saying 'I'm going to love you and only you.' That is amazing" ~a.s

Love is hard, rough, passionate, a fight, simple, and a gift. Loving and being loved is a necessity to life.

"The most important thing in life is to learn how to give out love, and to let it come in." ~Morrie Schwartz

I love love. Love is what makes the world go round. I cannot stress how important loving is!

I'm broken.

I've been called beautiful.

I know I'm broken, but I don't believe I'm beautiful. I also don't think I'm beautiful because of my brokenness.

I need someone to fill my broken heart with gold. If only I would allow someone past my brick walls I've built around my heart.

I don't seek love, although I love love, I don't try to find it.

Call me crazy, but I believe in fate. What is meant to be, will be.

Then, you may ask: How can you believe the beauty in choosing to love if you believe in fate?

Yes, the choice to love is beautiful, but what about how that love was kindled. How did you find your love? I believe that is the most beautiful.

Some people say, I knew this man growing up and I choose to give him my love. On the other hand, you could've met in a old apartment building because he lived a few floors down. Either way, I believe everything happens for a reason.

For my readers:

As I stated in my about page, you are reading my journey. As you may be able to tell I am in a love rut. My heart is being pulled many ways: a dear friend is moving away, I lost a love I thought I had a hold on, many friends have been pushing my limits, and I'm struggling. This part of my journey is the good part, although it sounds the opposite.

Live Simply,

Lea Hart

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